So much for being a Superwoman.
Sunday, September 5, 2010 6:02 PM
How would you feel when no one
ever supports you in anything and
you only got those blamings you
weren't suppose to get? What can you
do with blamings? You've got nothing,
no one, or whatever. All you can do
is cry for help, but eventually
there's no one to be the rescuer.
All alone. Thinking it will be useless
letting all your feelings out and telling
that you are feeling no pain.
Thought of believing fairytales when
they live happily ever after, but
that obstacle that blocked your happy
ending had really made your love
fade away. Always told to have trust
in relationships, when there wasn't much
of it there. Everything wasn't right.
Every now and then you are hurt deep
insde but apparently, nobody knows
because you wouldn't want to tell them,
or it's just them who don't even care to know.
sometimes your heart broke, acted
that it still works. But you were actually
slowly picking up the the pieces
putting your heart back together.
Tearing in your room, asking what you
ever did wrong to yourself, your friends and
the one you love. You screamed softly
in anger, wanting to know what's
causing the problem making you feel so
bad. You didn't want your life to burn out.
Since you are really hurt, negative thoughts
are in your mind, saying that your love one
should fine another that doesn't make
you think so much and let you get so mad.
Suddenly you had a flashback on how
happy you were back then with him/her.
But with the saddening situation you're
having now, nothing is valuable anymore.
Wasted a chance. You know that you want to be
his/hers saying you really care. But where
is their heart? That's alright, let everyone
know that it doesn't matter anyway.
You're just a failure, a big one, you just suck.
you don't really feel what your heart wants
to feel. It isn't so hard to believe me, but
knowing you don't that made me bleed.
Though love wasn't effortless like a
petal from a flower falling to the ground.
So much is left unsaid, it's ok,
nobody cares to know. It hurts by hurting you.
I'm sorry for everything.
ever supports you in anything and
you only got those blamings you
weren't suppose to get? What can you
do with blamings? You've got nothing,
no one, or whatever. All you can do
is cry for help, but eventually
there's no one to be the rescuer.
All alone. Thinking it will be useless
letting all your feelings out and telling
that you are feeling no pain.
Thought of believing fairytales when
they live happily ever after, but
that obstacle that blocked your happy
ending had really made your love
fade away. Always told to have trust
in relationships, when there wasn't much
of it there. Everything wasn't right.
Every now and then you are hurt deep
insde but apparently, nobody knows
because you wouldn't want to tell them,
or it's just them who don't even care to know.
sometimes your heart broke, acted
that it still works. But you were actually
slowly picking up the the pieces
putting your heart back together.
Tearing in your room, asking what you
ever did wrong to yourself, your friends and
the one you love. You screamed softly
in anger, wanting to know what's
causing the problem making you feel so
bad. You didn't want your life to burn out.
Since you are really hurt, negative thoughts
are in your mind, saying that your love one
should fine another that doesn't make
you think so much and let you get so mad.
Suddenly you had a flashback on how
happy you were back then with him/her.
But with the saddening situation you're
having now, nothing is valuable anymore.
Wasted a chance. You know that you want to be
his/hers saying you really care. But where
is their heart? That's alright, let everyone
know that it doesn't matter anyway.
You're just a failure, a big one, you just suck.
you don't really feel what your heart wants
to feel. It isn't so hard to believe me, but
knowing you don't that made me bleed.
Though love wasn't effortless like a
petal from a flower falling to the ground.
So much is left unsaid, it's ok,
nobody cares to know. It hurts by hurting you.
I'm sorry for everything.
Muhammad Danial Haiqal.