Wednesday, June 30, 2010 3:42 AM


i remember years ago someone told me to be
caution about secondary friendships.
well, i should have been. My illusion, my mistakes.
i was careless, i forgot. And now when all is done.
i have nothing left to say, you have gone, you have won
you can go ahead, tell them. Tell them all you know now.
Shout it from the rooftops, write it on the skyline,
all we had is gone now, make people feel guilty & bad.
what is wrong with you, you tell them i was happy, but
i was heartbroken. You didn't know, but i did. Falling out of
friendship is hard, betrayal is worse, broken trust and broken hearts.
i never thought you were so mean, making people feel so upset.
thinking all you need is there, empty promises will wear, and
if you're done embarrassing me & yenny, on your own, you may
go ahead, gossip! I mentioned i ain't perfect though. Mistakes!
we cry because of the way you purposely talk about us, and your fk.ing
attitude makes me hate you. Why? Is this truly necessary?
You're really being even rude nowadays since the fight happened.
You've change, into a meaner person, last time i told you to
repent. That was a chance, but now? Everything we shared gone ?
i gave you everything i had. I can't act it anymore,
you made it worser. it's like this situation doesnt kill you
and made you stronger, to ruin us cause you are ruined, yourself.
Am right? You told sara Yenny stole me
from you? What was that? Please lah, stop overreacting.
I can choose whoever i wanna be with? Expect 24 hours with you, omg.
I have friends to entertain. you're not the only friend i have, do i?
But i'll forget and let you go. And even though the tears i
let our will dry, i can still feel the disconnection between
us. Since im nothing. Then, you decide, nothing is right if i decide.
You made me feel like a fool. I was blamed cause of this fight.
Yes, my fault right? all my fault right? Everything is my fault!
Not yours! Im really hurting cause everyone put the blame on me,
since you look like a sweet & innocent girl on the
outside right? People don't even know the inside yet, but i do.
Dont try'na hide it ok? so now, whatever happens,
i apologise for my wrongdoings & if this time you dont realise your
fk.ing mistakes, i'll fk.ing dont know what to do.


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